dude, don't do a cold water extract of fuckin acetaminaphine (sp)
it's not going to kill you, you're just going to permanently fuck up your liver and it's just going to make your life even worse.
go the worst area of the closest big city to you. don't wear nice clothes, wear your worst looking dirtiest shit. find some homeless folk or hookers, tell them your sick and you're trying to "get well", and if they can score you some hank, you'll kick em down $10. they will bring you some smack if you perform this task well enough and are convincing enough.
suicide by heroin is t he only way to go. you'll feel absolutely amazing before you slip into the void, without realizing you're doing so. one second you're there, the next, it's lights out forever.