Are we going with the rite that I draftedstole
? I'll check in later tonight to see if anyone has input on the rite. If not, I'll be going with what I drafted.
If to the left of that tower and hill is a beach, then I have seen that place in a vision. I was standing on the beach, looking at the tower, and there was no sun. I now vaguely remember knowing in that moment that there was a course I could travel down that have me killed when the sun goes dark, or I could take another, where I would survive.
>Did it ever occur to you
Indeed, I have these relatively often. In fact, one occurred yesterday. When I was typing my response to you, I suddenly realized that I had already seen it in a dream, and that in it I had been told some importance about that particular point in time. I couldn't and can't for the life of me remember what it is about that point in time that was so important. Other times, It's like events have been averted. Disasters. There are times when I just know
that I have seen an event before, and some major earthquake or volcanic eruption was supposed to happen, but didn't. I have had two of those since moving to the PNW, one was for the fault along the coast to slip, the other was for a particular volcano I live near erupting.
On April 18th, last year, my Self channeled through me. My Self spoke to me through me, and attempted to speak to the lodge, but due to interference and a lack of interpretive ability to English, most of what was said was incorrect and jumbled. However, at the end of it all, the dreams that I had built up about the future, "landmarks in time" as I call them, a countdown to something, though I know not what, were overwritten. My Self provided a new set, in an instant, which numbered 7. I have difficulty telling apart these 7 from "normal" dreams that I only remember upon it occurring, but, I may have passed 2 of them already. Another oddity about these sorts of "dreams" is that I tend to forget what they were soon afterward, only remembering that I had passed one.
While the group that we died as was only 3, we numbered more than that. It was a proper expedition of Ahnenerbe. I do not remember how many we numbered, only that at some point we split up to look for something. The group my comrade and I were a part of was a group of three, and if any of us survived it was only me, though I likely died there too. I'd say we were probably more than ten, but that's just guesswork, really. However, last night I did dream that I had met up with other Ahnenerbe on a U-Boat. At first, it was a "dream", but my subconscious dream soup mixed in with it toward the end, so I can't say for sure what happened, or if it really happened.
>happened to converge randomly
Not at all. I'm just so used to hiding my powerlevel I do it unthinkingly. I know it is no coincidence, in this causal plane. This was destiny.
>list of places
Those are great places to visit. I would like to visit them too some day. I will be getting my passport this year, once I get the money to.
Or perhaps tests if we are worthy to participate. Either way, it may as well just be a test of our strength.
>vril as sexual energy
Vril, Viril, Virile, Vir-Ya. It seems obvious to me that Vril is inherently sexual. Hence, Serrano's statements that the Path of the Hero is a tantric one. Though, since my wounds have been healing I have been more able to expand my perspective as I once did, and I slowly am recalling the ways I did things. I expanded my perspective to analyze this from a higher perspective, and it seems to me that this energy is indeed a "sexual" one in a sense, like a strong creative force, but not in the material sense. It seems that it is only perceived as sexual in lower forms of self. At least, so it seems to me, but again, for all of the precision of English, it lacks distinction and ability to convey such things.
Mine seems to have dissipated though. I wonder if I used in the astral last night? Maybe I just transmuted it so that it doesn't come across as sexual, or blocked access to it for my lower self?