13. Don't become a freemason. You gain....nothing. These people worship the jewish and islamic "gods" thats it. 90% of them are too dumb to understand what they are even doing. If you want to be so sure, go and ask those freemasons boomers that you plan joining if "they have ever expressed interest in prophetic dreams, clairvoyance and such". Dont even push it, just ask them if they ever had interest, waht they think about it. 100% of them will tell you no.
You are swearing your soul to a fucking jew spy brotherhood and you will gain NO FAVORS. Even if you become a master mason, and go every week to their bullshit and waste time and money, and keep donating....you will "maybe" get some job connection or get out of a speeding ticket. And dont think you will magically get assigned as manager of rotschild bank in new york, where you dont do anything all day and get 100k just because you are bros.
Is it worth it? Signing your soul, swearing allegience, no backing off, to serve them in exchange for no clairvoyance or demon servants, just maybe "they know a guy who needs a new kid for his auto shop to work the counter". And if you are not some rich business guy you wont get any benefits at all. They will use you, like a stupid pawn. You will do favors for them....and get nothing.
Thats all, im telling you so you dont waste your time and shun your wife. you are better off spending your time with your son and wife, provided you have a good wife. Plenty of esoteric books online, free to read.