everytime I try to stay informed about the ouside world I fall back into depression just looking at all this retarded shit that's happening
I can't even enjoy video games anymore
I don't even know what I'm doing with most of the time
I can't tell what I have done the past week
something inside tells me I should do more with the massive free time I have but I have lost every motivation to do anything.
I have reached a state of total apathy, complete numbness
just want to sleep everything away
I could as well not exist