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What keeps you going Anonymous 09/29/2019 (Sun) 06:18:54 No. 252
i have nothing going for me. Fat, reatard, coomer, virgin, depressed, dont want to work, parents want me out, sit in my room and play games all day, I just confessed to my crush and she didnt react at all, too socially inept to find someone else, drift through life doing and planning nothing, want to live a simple life but modern day doesnt allow me to, I want to cry and let it all out but my antidepressants dont allow me to, constantly dream for a different easier life, have nothing to look forward to, the world has gone to shit

What keeps you anons from hanging in the closet. I dont think im gonna last much longer
i feel you anon. i’m a total loser. no one respects me. no one likes me. i have a hideous personality. im ugly, frail, and sickly. i dropped out of college, been unemployed for nearly a year. my last 4 jobs i quit or got fired within 1-3days. i have the most repulsive presence on earth.

what keeps me going? like 50% out of obligation to my mom, maybe 20% because i enjoy playing guitar, and 30% out of sheer spite and malice.
Nothing keeps me going but nothing really stops me either. I'm aware that life is frail and short so I try to appreciate the little things. I enjoy witnessing beauty and art. Fitness keeps me balanced and brings me joy. I'd like to get into martial arts too, but I'll have to establish some source of income first so that's basically all i'm going for now.
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>>252
Find what you are GOOD at, Anon!
I thought I was a retard as well, I was also drpressed, then I moved out (kicked out) and my life inproved exponentially!

Move out, Anon. Go into the real world and make it! Live is the ultimate RPG, Anon. Its graphics are 8k, 200 frames per second and there are 7 billion NPCs and Anons for you to interact with.
>>252
>what keeps you from...

In my case is just religion. Fear of God.

Also, no one should ever declare to women, if you ask me, that's what gives them the so undeserved power today they hold.

-They should come for us.
-Take our shittests.
-Get rejected or accepted.
-Obey us or leave us apart.

If men just did with them as they do with us, ooooh man!

A poor fantasy, from the twisted brain of an apprentice wizard. And now, stop being a pussy about what they pretentiously choose or not (just because you were weak enough to beg her) before I start hating you.

Best wishes.
>>308 > then I moved out (kicked out) and my life inproved exponentially! Care to give us some details?
>>252 My family, my job as a Witch, the certainty that there are mental health tricks out there I haven't found yet which would basically get me high (on dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin, phenylethylamine, endorphins etc.) without me having to take drugs, the pursuit of truth, asking questions, enjoying small things (those happy chemicals doing their work again). The way I see it, if I'm a bag of fucking chemicals anyway, I'd rather be all happy and shit than miserable and stressed. I just hope I don't have to become dumber or lose sight of realism in order to achieve happiness.
I want to put my fist through the face of the man named God. Everyday it is what I dream of. I train for it, I work for it. There is no greater goal than killing the Gods this society has created with your bare hands.
>>261 If you know you are shit, and you don't do anything about it. You deserve to be hated and riducled and you are shit. The power to better yourself pyshically and mentally is always in your hands. >The only thing we truly own is the body we train everday. Who cares what others think of your personality; always ascribe yourself to your own morals that you think are logically sound and from that comes your personality. This society is sick to be hated by it is a gift, it just depends WHY you are hated. Everything that is good in this society is bad, but not everything that is bad in this society is good. Better yourself nobody else will do it or you.
My experiences with other people make me feel mostly unlikable. I have very few friends and attempts to make more nearly always fizzle out. I'm going to sound like a Tumblrina diagnosing myself, but I suspect I am autistic. I have no clue how else to explain my constant failure to appropriately react to social cues. Remembering the people I loved who are now dead has revealed the only silver lining I can find to my pointless existence: others will be happy or at least won’t care when I finally pass away instead of grow depressed from missing me.
>>252 You just described my life, I'm in the same situation. I'm just afraid of dying at this point.
>>749 > a Witch A woman? Your first motivational speech smelled like normgroidness from start to end! You just had luck. No warp. I think no woman ever knows what warp is: the constant failure, the anhedonia, the pressure, the useless oxidative haste of feeling days pass, the essential unnatural hatred from random fools you do not belong in this maze. you never will, better be thankful for so.
>>308 >always in your hands Go away. You neither belong here.
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>>805 Thanks man. Frankly I'm not what you think I am. I always seem like I belong to a group be it normie or whatever else, but I seem to live directly in the middle between normie and WTF. I have seen some crazy shit. Not whatever your warp is, but a maze of my own. What is this warp you speak of?
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>>808 A wide variety of symptoms experimented mostly among young-adult virgin men. Permanent or temporary, physical or mental. >restlessness >anxieties >depression >oneitis >embarrasment >social fear >lone loud talking >insidious thoughts >detect minutiae and unavoidably whirling your mind around them >a certain (undesired) aura of repel, and being sad about it >awkwardness >laboral dysfunctions >schizoid affections (cursing with suffering) >addictions >powerless rage >acne, bacne >cachexia, anorexia or bulimia >excess (or lack) of weight >difficulties at quick complex calculations of any kind, often with errors >heavy demotivation >overeating, nausea >feeling that "I must know her" or "she would be my happiness" >feeling that "thoes normies over there" have something that you need to heal your loneliness >feeling or believing that loneliness is bad, or feeling it as a painful thing >extenuating wagecuckoldry if not unemployed >misconcentration >distortioned (or missing) perceptions about the self and the others >bipolarity >misery <etc...
>>836 That is really oddly specific. I did deal with a lot of the stuff you mentioned in the past due to a combination of extreme abuse, mental illness and almost dying from physical illness more times than I can count. I suppose I became almost normie tier when I got really heavily into self care but I still fight my demons every day with everything I've got. I pass for normie everywhere I go but inside I dislike and mistrust just about everybody. Humans are monsters. I'd estimate about 10% of the population is actually decent and okay to hang out with while the rest of them would gladly commit every crime in the book and create new crimes just because they have free will.
>>261 That's awesome that you play guitar. I play piano.
>>252 Jesus Christ. I was about to testify, but I feel like that might be too much personal info for an imageboard. Jesus stands at the door and knocks, you have to open the door and let him in. It's really like a red pill, you can't be given the red pill, you have to accept it on your own accord. If you humbly seek God, He will reveal Himself to you. If you open the door, open your heart, to Jesus Christ; he will enter you and change your life. Watch Jesus of Nazareth 1977 if you want a quick rundown on Christianity, don't let the hypocrisy of modern apostate churches drive you away. God wants you to have a personal relationship with Him, He doesn't want you to have a religion. >>491 >In my case is just religion. Fear of God. Fear of God is the beginning of wisdom.
My waifu as nu-weebish as it sounds. Also, my dad. Good guy. I'm close with him.
heavy duty drug use. i suggest meth for the day time and heroin at night. mix the two with DMT if you are trying to get crazy

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