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General Feels thread Anonymous 10/05/2019 (Sat) 06:55:43 No. 316
Let's sit down and type the most feels story here

or dump some whatever that makes you tear up
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>>316 I believe islam is true, while >loving /pol/ >loving astrology >hating inmigration >depressed about sharia misinterpretations >confirming the corruption inside it through the "end of times ahadith" and "Kali Yuga predictions" >world will colapse at every corner just as (((planned))) >muslims would hate me for being non-salafist >/pol/acks would hate cause of being muslim >watching the two biggest enemies of the (((synarchy))) destroy each other under the eyes of (((freemasons))) >tired all day, robot, doomer, demotivated af >pseudonazis are higher than educated ones >salafists seem to grow faster than other muzzie groups I wouldn't, can't say if I'd have energy enough to do so. Let's smile in caustic silent discomfort and hope that sleeping heals a bit some of our hidden, untold, misunderstood mental pains...
>>626 since other muslims hate you, why even apply the label to yourself? i hate islam and i still recognize there is merit to some stuff they practice. most people are too dumb to understand it's very hard to impossible to find even one person you agree with entirely on everything.
There once was a young boy, innocent and pure. He had lost his father to a bitter divorce and his only friend in the whole world was his loyal and affectionate doggy. One day he came home from a typical rough day of abuse at school looking forward to being greeted his happy fluffy friend - but he was not there. He looked everywhere calling for him and grew increasingly worried. Overcome with sadness and grief he soon found out that his evil bitch mother had given him away without warning or even giving him a chance to say goodbye.
>>316 webm https://16chan.xyz/.media/a31f66db0fc77778793dc9f2bbaf60d7-videomp4.mp4 >>626 /pol/ack here, and one of the few that believes we should work together against a common enemy. As an atheist, I respect you right to religion, however can not support it any more than I support christcucks with skyjews or pagans with their fairies. Religions while serving some good ideals, like that of some of jesus' or mohamed's teachings, are simply an invention of men to explain the unknown and to use as a means of control of lesser men. As-salamu alaykum, based sandnigger
Where did you robots come from? I am looking for my robotic brethren that scattered during the exodus
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>>316 >be me >9 years old >dad takes me to some doctor that deals with genetics >tells me I will grow to about 185-195 >7 years later >is 170 and dad takes me to doctor again to check up on me >get an x-ray >growth plates closed >can't grow anymore >can't take hormones to grow >10 cm (4 inches) under average >stuck here for the rest of my life >mfw
>>626 I'm an arab muslim therefore you're a brother, you're a brother to all other muslims too. What made you feel that hate? Also, salafism isn't growing at all within muslims, most of us are aware of the modern misinterpretations of Quran justifying the bloody acts of you know who. On a side note, I too used to hate Islam but as I grew up and made my own research I realised how true Islam is. The majority aren't applying any of Islam's rules and are 'misinterpreting'(ignoring/avoiding actually) a lot. Ignorance and religion alongside propaganda is a deadly tool.
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>tfw not have gf
>>626 Fucking nek yourself, faggot.
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>>630 >applying the label https://sunnah.com/tirmidhi/40/36 >disagreements Take the sufi perspective, for they seem to be the few which ideologues didn't rejected the whole past legacy of original arabians and ottomans.
>>635 >respect >common enemy My pleasure, comrades. ^^ But this religion is already messed up thanks to (((sages))) and (((ulama))) mixed with the mindset of some populations... If some you were to infiltrate, then just know, you don't need to be an innovator, for it is a sect whose fatwas rejected the very foundations and roots of the old islam what you are now encountering. >>636 There is time for everything... >>639 Lets see >wahabi raging n00bs calling theirselves "salafi" and messing around the whole globe >handchopping the thief is true >ahadith about stoning were true >circumcission rumours about brain issues Also, away from God Himself, there more rocks to be lifted in our backs: >some ulama told that circumcission was recomended, some of them told it was fard but these **** purists make everything one-way along, rejecting the divergences so they make everything harder >found ahadith which difference between minor and major apostasy, yet wahabi idea is to kill EVERY apostate >seculars and sufis do not receive attention enough >they are also starting to say that "muslims do not heir from misbelievers niether viceversa", even if Quran counters this >they put bloodiest ahadith before Quran >/pol/acks are gonna kill me in their need of killing wahabites >wahabites financed by NWO harder and faster I'm making my things too... the coincidences, Mahdi/Kalki, the end of times, giant skeletons and the hadith about Adam bieng created bigger than actual mankind, and more conspirationism applied to faith... I can't help feeling stressed. Our faith needs clear, defined warding about some tough issues.
>>635 >picking detail, empathy, greeting And upon thee.
>>637 Saw a thread on cuckchan advertising this place. It's so horrible there it's unbelievable. /r9k/ is full of faggots and roasties, and /b/ is non stop degenerate porn as is /gif/. /pol/ is full of shills.
>>637 8chan (RIP)/8kun (aka cripplechan). 4cuck r9k is mostly trash unfortunately.
Islam is the cancer bombs are the answer. Hamas is okay tho but Ba'athism is clearly superior to the pedo cult Torah fanfiction for mudslimes.
tfw she hates me
>>725 >believing wahhabism to be original Islam >wtf
>>830 Why are you even caring? Just make her hate you even more.
>>630 there too many sects from the original religion, to say "this" or "that" too soon. But, yeah Europe has been totally flooded with "salafi" wahhabites
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I grew up in the back of shoddy thrift stores where my parents would sell counterfeit goods, in the slums or homeless. My parents sold drugs, my mom's another statistic in the opiate epidemic. My dad's mentally ill, he's ran away from my family 10+ times to cheat on my mother but comes back when bored, he also suffers extreme panic attacks. I've been a NEET for 7 years on SSI, I dropped out of highschool at 15 and hid away in my room playing Tera and watching anime, I've escaped from reality as much as possible. I dropped 12,000 hours into Tera, watched 850 anime but eventually the escapism just wasn't enough and I started staring at my LCD screen as empty and depressed as possible. I heard that LSD would cure this, would make my life better, would fix me right on up. I took 1650ug of LSD and had a very powerful experience and managed to fool myself for a brief while that my depression was 'cured' but it wasn't. I've become a junkie seeking thrilling highs, I've tried several dozen drugs (most of the 2C-X, 25-X and all of the hard drugs) and trying to embrace the novelty effect. I've effectively lowered my IQ and have a general low grade anxiety that's constantly present which prevents me from enjoying drugs properly (as I think I'll die on them) but I still continue to abuse them because being sober is far far worse. I'm poor at relationships but I still try to get women on the internet to love me. I've tried so, so many times in the last few years. All of the women have been from r9k, I can't talk to normal women. These women have BPD, schizophrenia and other disorders or are obese but I still try. The thing is whenever I get close to a woman I get an overwhelming feeling to destroy the relationship into tiny little pieces which leads to a sort of cycle of me trying very hard to get with a relationship, a honey moon phase and then me breaking someone's heart selfishly. I go back and look at their social media at 3am, they're happy. They've all found someone but this time IRL, one's married with a doctor and is expecting a kid even. That one said she'd always love me and nothing would change but in the end she told me she hated me and called me pathetic. In the end, nothing satisfies me. Masturbation, exercising, food, drugs, relationships... it's all meaningless escapism that I use to stave off the inevitable of me blowing my brains out. Sorry for any poor chap that actually bothered reading this post, a long trivial and pointless rant.
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>>876 dont worry m8, ive been planning how best to commit if my life reaches that point. im not even upset over the endlessness of each meaningless day, i just cant handle how much ive fucked up my chances and hurt those closest to me. if i mess up this time its probably gonna be far out of the way so only my note is found.
I've really had enough. I when I was 9-10 was molested by my cousin. I hate myself for it. I don't know anymore. I just want to feel loved. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I just want someone to be my friend. I feel so alone. I'm sorry for talking like a broken record but this is just how I feel.
>>637 Just was looking for another board since 8ch is down now, found this place, so yeah. >>639 Salam bro, I'm also an Arab Muslim. I only wish for the day that we can cast off these shackles and unite.
As a child I was raped and abused a lot, and what makes me upset when I remember all this is the loss of control and feelings of humiliation. It's not so much the health issues or the pain, but rather the feelings of violation, and it can cause from time to time this kind of learned helpnessness. I have an unbelievable amount of hatred against those who hurt kids or otherwise defenseless ones, such as disabled persons, or suchlike. And I'm an equanimous person most of the time, even so, I feel such rage and anger I wish I could kill one, if the consequences didn't scare me. The rational part of me restrains me, so I have to let things pass over me, never put these feelings into action, which doesn't at all sate those feelings of helplessness. When I read the news I become more and more pessimistic, I believe human nature is kind of 'fascistic' in the sense we all want to exploit one another, which doesn't make me feel better. I wish I could be normal and have a wife and kids like a normal adult male and not have to have these worries and the concomitant revenge fantasies.
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>>316 I can't enjoy anything anymore. >Plays vidya >either seethe at it or get too bored to carry on. >porn gets me mad for a variety of reasons both from my own thoughts on it and /pol/-tier shit >almost every identifiable group in existence (e.g. gays, minorities, jews, some religious groups not including jews, etc.) pisses me off to an extent i haven't jerked off in a day, and that's not normal.
>>957 >almost every identifiable group in existence (e.g. gays, minorities, jews, some religious groups not including jews, etc.) Very relatable post and I would add boomers and zoomers to your list as well for me personally. >Finally got around to painting today, got frustrated at lack of skill >Didn't enjoy going for a walk, route is too familiar >Struggling to find new music >Sick of consuming media (reading, watching tv, JewTube) Masturbation has never felt like such a chore. When will it all collapse? I can't take the suspense anymore. Wish these NWO niggers would just get on with it already.
>>958 I wish NWO niggers would just finally let shit hit the fan so I can do some dope shit or die trying.
>>654 Nine year olds are the most based people I've ever seen.
>>876 Idiots can do well in this world, too. And you most certainly don't write like one. Do your best to be better, not just smarter.
>mom yells at me all the time >feel nothing >dad rarely yells at me >suddenly want to cry Why does this happen to me
>>941 >When I read the news I become more and more pessimistic Get rid of newspapers from your life anon. And the TV? Turn it off. It's cancer. You'll feel liberated for doing this
>>316 I feel neither dead nor alive I don't know what to think or to do
aaah fucking end me already
I had a friend die in a car crash when I was just a young adult, he wasn't really close but in some ways was a better guy than I was, I think of him sometimes and that I should try to be a better person because I feel like he deserved to live more than I do
>>638 >be you >get over it >figure out that women are lying through their teeth about caring that much about height it's literally that easy anon
Saturnian religions like pisslam, christ insanity, and kikeism are gay tho
>nice cute girl with good sense of humor and taste in music dating my friend >bad breakup and dates another friend of mine >kills herself lol
>>978 most of it doesnt even matter since it's not in your control anyways. youre alright anon, stick around.
>>1261 True facts. >>1220 Good plan. >>930 It's all good. You don't even have to get raped to hate yourself, bruh.
>22 >NE(e*)T >always wanted to be a musician but ive given up >cant hold a friendship or a relationship and i dont know why >only people that are friends with me are girls who have crushes on me and havent said anything but they dont like me for me they like me for the person they project onto me >think about killing myself every morning and night >popped some pressed xanax and im drinking again >gonna distract myself with the virtual jew guys should i play the first witcher or should i just skip to the second or third?
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There once was a man. He had a hard life and it had embittered him. He was one of six children, fathered by a stern and godly man and his alcoholic wife. When he was young he ran away from home to join the military and be with a girl, but she betrayed him and their four children. She had claimed he had raped her and their daughters and demanded money and that he leave so she can raise her children with other men. He left. He wandered the country searching to find belonging as we all do. He found more comfort in alcohol than he did when he was young. He eventually returned to the state he left his family, leaving a trail of slime in his wake as he attempted to fill the void that girl left. He took a job at a local power plant, finally having severed ties to the military. Time goes on and the man climbs the latter until one day he met a girl he liked that worked directly under him and promptly knocked her up. The girl never wanted children. The man didn't want to be a father again. Above all else, they feared god, and they kept their daughter. They married with a shotgun placed squarely between his shoulders by the girls' father, and a belly nine months pregnant. Their daughter was wild and full of life. Time continues to pass, the girl becomes a full time mother, and the man takes on a new role at a new job: Correctional Officer. This was where the man thrived. His anger could be concentrated and unleashed with the pretense of providing for his family. He gloated of his endeavors against men bigger than he, but he would never tell you that he never once fought fair. They have another child. A boy. A difficult and painful birth that fell on the date the Branch Davidians were disbanded and their leader dead. A cursed child that got stuck. This child tore his mother to the 4th degree and had his scalp nearly removed by the suction being applied to the top of its head. For the first ten years of its life it bore a hairless mark upon the top of its head roughly the size of a silver dollar, which drew the attention of cruel children, of course. His first memory was lying at the bottom of stairs because his sister couldn't stand the thought of sharing attention. Neglect is what happened. His next memory was being burned on the face by a cigarette. Not intentionally, they just weren't aware of his presence. His last memory for now would be pulling a scalding coffee pot off the counter and onto himself. Apparently, when a toddler receives a third degree burn on their arm, the wound needs to be treated periodically, and an amnesiac is administered to keep trauma at a minimum. All that remains from that point in life is the smell. The family eventually moves to a new home together. The father is tyrannical and abusive, the mother makes excuses to the children. The daughter beats the boy. The father rapes the daughter. The mother attempts to kill herself and is sent away. The kids are left alone with him. The daughter defends the boy. The father rapes the boy. The mother cheats her way out "save them." Instead, she teams up with the father and begins beating the daughter. The daughter begins to self harm and is sent away. The daughter is villainized for nearly twenty years for her supposed lie. The boy is angry and medicated and underdeveloped. Adderall took his teeth. thought it fixed him. The mother is dependent on him. The father drinks and lies. The mothers death approaches and the boy, now an adult, tries to take care of her while fighting the fathers attempts to undermine him. The father was drunk every time the ambulances came. He punched the boy when the mother fell out of bed for pushing him out of the way as he attempted to drunkenly drag her frail body back into bed. The father tried to convince the mother to buy him an RV instead of seeking treatment so she could die with him-alone- because fuck everyone else and fuck her too I guess. He tried to drive a wedge between the boy and his own wife, as she made him question his father. He called the police when he told the boy it was his fault when she died and he rightfully got socked for it. He made them drive in a foot of snow in a smart car without hesitation. The father will to this day claims he has never done anything wrong. The man sits and drinks and lies and will outlive us all. He locked my mothers ashes in his bedroom to keep for himself. My sister still chooses to keep in contact with him because she's convinced that he's family and indispensable because he's our father, but I see him as our rapist and tormenter first. He caused so many fights between my mother and I when I should have just been good to her. One of the fights he started and fled from led to her disowning me not a couple days before she died. The day she died? "Bad day" That's it. That's the only info I got from him from the hospital while she was still alive. I hate my father.
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I am tired of sitting in my basement and doing the same shit I always do. I am wasting my life. I already know that I will not live until 30. My time is running out. I really need to pull a Christopher McCandless one day soon.
>>876 tl;dr from the first 2 paragrapgs it sounds like a sad story bro.
>>1688 made me lol
>>2177 lol
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>>2188 Shit i meant this: posts imgur linkgallery/gEppUPe


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